I'm not a big watcher or listener of Miley Cyrus, but from what I've seen, she is a very nice young lady, much like Hilary Duff, or Hayden Panettiere. They all have a lot of talent, acting and singing. Nobody forces them, they just enjoy it.
man, this place has some major cobwebs! it's starting to look like the perfect place for a vampire well on with my post about the hiking trip
Hiking was great! i had such a good time Jesse and i met at his grandparents house that is just a few miles away and from there we rode the four-wheeler up this rocky(very rocky) road/trail into the mountains there happens to be one little problem with forest roads though....fallen trees. we had to go around about 7 of them! some we could just drive around or over but others Jesse had to lift up so i could drive under them. we drove(well Jesse drove, i just clung to him and tried not to fly off the four-wheeler. it was VERY rocky) to the end of the road/trail and from there we hiked up a smaller trail for a half hour or so it was very nice, the stream was near the path and you could hear the water rushing through the forest
and if you follow the trail we were walking on far enough you can get to Heart Lake remember that place? i went there last year on horseback
anyway, we hiked back down and drove back down the road a little ways before stopping at a little area that is perfect for camping. flat, slightly shaded and very grassy. we stopped there for a bit to pick leaves off different plants( Jesse was doing another science thing and this was the whole reason for the trip) we continued back to his grandparents house after that.
when we got back we took off all our gear(helmets, gloves, ect.) and then went to say goodbye to his grandpa. Jesse jokingly(or so i thought) suggested that we go into town and have lunch. i thought he was kidding at first but he was serious! so i said what the heck and i drove us into town Jesse was a gentleman and paid for lunch it was very odd, having lunch alone with him though, it felt almost like a date. but it was fun all the same
i drove us back after lunch, dropped Jesse off at his car and drove home
but today did help with one thing. i know now that all crush like feelings for Jesse have faded. i spent about 2 hours holding on the him as he drove and felt nothing but friendship feelings. i think that made things less distant today, which was nice
First night (Monday, 30th of June) KateisLost wrote: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
well work was pretty fun tonight i wasn't bussing like i thought i would be, i got to be a dishwasher instead! and the other dishwasher/the guy training me was really nice and helpful he's also pretty hot and around my age too
it will take my hands a little while to get used to the super hot water though
Second night (Tuesday, 1st of July) KateisLost wrote: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hey everyone i can't stay long, i have to get to bed work was fun again tonight everyone is so nice there! and Noah is very cute and helpful i like working with him. tomorrow i am working all day so i don't know how tired i will be at night.
sweet dreams everyone one of these days i will be able to stay for most of the night, instead of just a few minutes
Third night (Wednesday, 2nd of July) KateisLost wrote: ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
hey everyone again, can't stay for very long i did have a great day though! this morning i was working by myself, Noah wasn't there. i did good though, it helped that it was kinda slow this morning. when i got off work at 3:00 i went to the park for a bit, sat in my truck and read for a little while and then went to drive through town. i got about half-way through town and i spotted Noah, Trevor, and another guy i work with. so i pulled over real fast, hopped out, and ran over to talk to them they were looking for an apartment for Noah and asked if i want to tag along( of course i did) we walked around town for a little while, then i suggested that i could just drive them around in my truck. they liked that idea so we hiked back to my truck and i drove them to a couple of places until it was time for us to go to work.
let me just say right now that Noah makes work awesome i really like working with him I bought us a pizza(from the place i work at) and after work I drove Noah and myself to the park so we could eat and talk we ended up talking for over an hour about all kinds of things Noah really likes the night and the stars he says he sometimes goes for walks in the forest in the middle of the night. and he even likes vampires!
tomorrow i have to work all day again and Noah isn't working in the morning( he is working at night though), but we did make plans for me to go with him to look at an apartment after i get off work around 3:00. and i am hoping that we can hang out after work again tomorrow night
4th of July(Friday) KateisLost wrote: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ugh, it was another long day today. the last two days i have worked 10 hours each day and today i worked a 9 hour day. needless to say, i am tired, very tired. but at least Noah is there working without him would suck. both him and i are working tomorrow morning so maybe we can hang out during our afternoon break. when we are working it is hard to talk, and i really would like to get to know him better outside of work
well, i think i am gonna go read for a few minutes and then go to bed three long days in a row is hard, and i have to do it all again tomorrow but i get to see Noah that makes it better.
today was nice it was long and my feet hurt now, but i got to spend all day with Noah we worked together this morning and then hung out all during our break and we worked together again tonight. i really like Noah, even though i have only known him about a week. he's nice, funny, likes many of the same things i do, he reads( gotta love guys that read. plus right now he is reading Twilight ) and he's only 3 years older than i am(yes, that makes him 20. he doesn't look that old though, he looks about 18)
thanks it was an ok day(Sunday) work was slow but Noah wasn't there he did stop by for a minute though so at least i got to see him on Sunday
today was good and bad. it was good because Jesse and i finally talked about how we feel about each other and decided to just be friends he said there is this other girl he has liked for a little while but didn't want to start anything with her until he knew how i felt( very thoughtful of him). so now i no longer have to worry about dealing with that, and Jesse and i can just be friends
today was bad cause i was really looking forward to hanging out with Noah tonight at and after work. i got there and was cleaning up the main room when Noah showed up. he said his back was hurting when he got there. he vaccumed for a little bit but his back was just hurting him way to much, i felt so bad for him so i told him that i could cover the dishwashing by myself and for him to go home and rest. so i spend the whole night there by myself oh well, maybe tomorrow night Noah and i can hang out i hope he feels better too -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wednesday(the 9th) KateisLost wrote: ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Noah is a guy i work with i got a job as a dishwasher two Mondays ago( the 30th of June) and he was the one training me he is really nice, funny, attractive and just about perfect in my eyes i have yet to find anything i don't like about him.
but the thing is i talked to him tonight and told him that i like him. ( better he know than think i am weird/ stalkerish for wanting to hang out with him all the time) anyway, he said that with everything going on in his life right now( he might be moving up to C.O. if he can't find a place to stay here) that he thinks we should just be friends. ( and i can understand that)
i think i can handle it. i'm gonna have to, either that or never see him again, and i can't do that cause i work with him. and i would like to be his friend if nothing else. i want him in my life, if only at that level.
now i just have to figure out how to act like his friend and nothing more. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
That's great that you got it out in the open with Noah. I'm sorry he just wants to be friends though. I know it's very hard to just be friends with someone when you want more than that.
thanks Island i just hope i didn't mess things up to the point where we can't even be friends now. And i hope it won't make things awkward at work.
I have to work tomorrow but it is Noah's day off so i won't have to see him then. i will see him Monday though. maybe he will let me explain why i did what i did, and maybe he will let me be his friend still
Hopefully he will not feel awkward since he knows that you are ok with just being friends. He sounds like a nice guy so I'm sure he will still want to be friends.
well things went better than i could have hoped for tonight I wasn't sure how things were going to go with Noah, but i talked to him and he said it's all right, in fact it happens all the time. and he said we could still be friends
well tonight was nothing short of awesome! after work this afternoon i drove Jenny home(Jenny is Trevor's sister). we picked up Noah at the house and i drove them both to the bank so they could cash their checks. then we went to the lodge i am staying at so i could help clean a room. by the time i was done with that we had to go to work again. ( i know this doesn't sound very awesome but i am getting to that part(and any time spent with Noah is awesome anyway))
work was ok tonight, very slow. Noah learned how to get drink orders tonight, he is thinking about becoming a waiter. slow is very good for the dishwasher(aka, me) too. also, Noah and i got to talk alot more tonight that was great
so anyway, on to the really awesome part now. after work i drove Noah and Jenny home and then hung out at their house until almost 2:00am. i watched Trevor play some Halo 3 and talked with Noah some more. when Trevor got done play his game we watched like 20 things of Ask a Ninja on Youtube( they have hi-speed) my the time we where doen with that most everyone had gone to bed, only Noah, Trevor, one of Trevor's little sisters, and of course i were still awake. Noah and i sat on the couch while Trevor and his sister sit across the room in chairs. we talked and talked for the longest time. after a half hour Trevor's little sister went off to bed, leaving just Noah, Trevor and i awake. so we stayed up for like 2 hours just sitting on the couch talking Noah is pretty funny, and Trevor is funny as well, but you put the two of them together and i just about could not stop laughing and they both have a thing for vampires and werewolves( we talked about both for a long time) and Noah would play a little of his guitar every once in a while he is really good with the guitar
but it was simply awesome to hang out with the both of them for so long
and now it is almost 3am, and i have to be at work tomorrow at 11:00, which means i must be leaving
the reason i wasn't on last night was because i ended up spending the night at Noah's/Trevor's house i ended up staying a little to late( 1:30) and when Trevor's parents got home his mom said she would be really worried if i drove home so she said that i could stay for the night. they set me up a air bed on the floor next to ( and this part is awesome!) Noah's bed
in the morning i really didn't want to get up so when Trevor's little brother started jumping on the air bed i just moved over to Noah's bed ( Noah had already gotten up and wasn't in the bed at that time) and Noah's pillow smells really good
crap, i have it bad, don't i? i even like the way he smells! add that to long list of things i like about him.
oh, did i ever mention that Noah has the most beautiful blue eyes?
the reason i wasn't on last night was because i ended up spending the night at Noah's/Trevor's house i ended up staying a little to late( 1:30) and when Trevor's parents got home his mom said she would be really worried if i drove home so she said that i could stay for the night. they set me up a air bed on the floor next to ( and this part is awesome!) Noah's bed
in the morning i really didn't want to get up so when Trevor's little brother started jumping on the air bed i just moved over to Noah's bed ( Noah had already gotten up and wasn't in the bed at that time) and Noah's pillow smells really good
crap, i have it bad, don't i? i even like the way he smells! add that to long list of things i like about him.
oh, did i ever mention that Noah has the most beautiful blue eyes?