Des I couldn't have said that bette myself. I know that when I was dealing with things here after mving back from the cities. I hated so many things about it, and couldn't see why things couldn't have been worked out down there. I look at it now, and I couldn't ask for better. I have my family, friends, and a home. There's things I still want/need to change, but it's going to come with time I hope.
My computer got slow and wouldn't load the pages. I haven't had a chance to read your letter, or much of anything yet. I find writing stuff down helps. Puts things in perspective. God knows exactly what you want and what you need, and it will happen (just not fast enough for our tastes sometimes), but in perfect timing. Then you'll be thinking, I'm so glad this or that didn't happen, because look how good I have it now instead.
That is true. It's really hard to wait for things to happen.
I still can't decide if I'm going to actually send this letter. As I lay in bed last night trying to go to sleep I came to an epiphany of sorts. I've been not letting myself get close to guys ever since this one friendship ended because I'm afraid of getting hurt again. (At least, that's my thought process.) Now that I've come to that realization, I'm wondering if I really need to send the letter or if just the process of writing it and getting these feelings out of my brain and onto something tangible was the catharsis I needed.
I know that's a tough decision. Maybe you should give it a little more time until you're sure either way.
Paints it very well could be all you needed to do. It also could be the combination of both. I don't want to make the choice harder for you, but if you wrote that letter (and I don't know the whole story, but I'm guessing it's a guy/girl thing) that means that somewhere in your heart and mind you need hm to know what you've been thinking/feeling.
This is from last night's LNO and it's what I'm talking about.
Do you guys remember my guy friend that I was watching a movie with and he left and I never saw him again? I'm in the process of writing him a letter (revising it actually) about things and I'm going to include the poems I've written. I messaged him on facebook for his address but I'm still really debating whether I'm going to actually send the letter.
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Not yet. They say we'll still be dealing with the extreme winds for 2 more days and they still haven't got a handle on the big fires.
As long as you're not on evacuation watch I can breathe a little easier. Did you all see that Marie Osmond fainted on DWTS tonight? That was a scary moment because earlier in the season one of the professionals had said that they only ever cut to commercial break before it's planned if there's some sort of medical emergency. One second she was upright next she was on the floor and Tom was saying, "Uh, we'll be right back after this commercial break."
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I feel like I just found out that my favorite love song was written about a sandwich.
Hi all! Sorry I disappeared. My sis and I went out to check out the fire situation. We could see fire coming up over a hill that is not very far away, but not too close. So we keep watching and waiting which is all we can do. The winds will die down for a bit and then kick right back up again. The bigger fires are still 0% contained.
So what are your plans if thngs keep on like this? Do you have somewhere to o in case you have to leave?
It's nice that I do have all of my family in the San Diego area so there should be a place to stay. But if everyone is having to evacuate, there are a bunch of shelters set up all over the county. If we had to, we'd probably camp out at the stadium.
Not yet. They say we'll still be dealing with the extreme winds for 2 more days and they still haven't got a handle on the big fires.
As long as you're not on evacuation watch I can breathe a little easier. Did you all see that Marie Osmond fainted on DWTS tonight? That was a scary moment because earlier in the season one of the professionals had said that they only ever cut to commercial break before it's planned if there's some sort of medical emergency. One second she was upright next she was on the floor and Tom was saying, "Uh, we'll be right back after this commercial break."
We're not on evacuation watch at the moment.
I read a headline about Marie Osmond fainting. What happened?
Hi all! Sorry I disappeared. My sis and I went out to check out the fire situation. We could see fire coming up over a hill that is not very far away, but not too close. So we keep watching and waiting which is all we can do. The winds will die down for a bit and then kick right back up again. The bigger fires are still 0% contained.
How are you? Did you watch Chuck tonight? I'll have to watch it online later.
I'm great! It's supposed to be 91 degrees here tomorrow, but feel like 99.
I missed part of Chuck because I was watching DWTS and Marie Osmond passed out while they were critiquing her dance, and I waited and waited to see if she was alright. I got really upset, and she felt bad that she had scared people! Poor Marie.
IR really? WOW. I geuss the smoke added to running around ouldn't be a good combo. I hope that those winds die out oon.
True!
Thanks. The meteorologists are really hoping that we'll get some low pressure from the ocean that will bring some moisture, or at least increase the humidity, in a few days.
It's bugging me not being able to decide what to do with this letter. It's sitting here on my desk with the address on it but no stamp. Do I send it? Do I not? What to do? Decisions, decisions. Just one more stress to add to my life.
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I feel like I just found out that my favorite love song was written about a sandwich.