My aunt and uncle came over Thursday evening and gave me pictures I'd been looking for along with the obituary clipping of my father's death that my grandmother had taken out of my photot album. And one picture he found of my daddy and mother from years ago.
I had never spoken of my daddy to anyone in my family in the past. and so it just meant so much to me to know that other people have seen the things that I knew but never was able to talk about. But I've been able to talk to my aunt and uncle and my cousins. They have all been very good to me since I've been here.
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
They have some things of my mothers that they're giving to me. A wallet and coat and watch. Both of my brothers were there at the funeral, but they were civil and didn't start anything. One of my brothers gave me his business card to call him. I tried today, but he wasn't there. He is very bitter, and I think heis angry at them for not letting him see her, but he didn't really even call to see how she was doing when she was sick.
families and funerals are so interesting... emotions are at a high at this point and so often misdirected...
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
oh, just so you all know, i am at my grandparents house tonight. my mom and i had to make a trip down here because my grandma is sick and not feeling well she is in the hospital overnight on an IV to they can get her hydrated and feeling better. hopefully she will be able to come home tommorrow
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
i set things up at the new place for gas and electric to be switched to me... will have to go there wed to set up cable/phone/internet etc... they don't have bbc there... the heathens!
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
i set things up at the new place for gas and electric to be switched to me... will have to go there wed to set up cable/phone/internet etc... they don't have bbc there... the heathens!
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
I cried, "Oh, Lady Midnight, I fear that you grow old, the stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold." "If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
i set things up at the new place for gas and electric to be switched to me... will have to go there wed to set up cable/phone/internet etc... they don't have bbc there... the heathens!
scifi will have dr who... but what will i do to watch torchwood??? they may add it... i requested it and others have too!!!